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''the photo that papa kept in his drawer...'' - jiejie
we don't have family photo eh, i only got me with papa and mama. or me with mama and jiejie or mama, jiejie with papa. haha cause we got 4 person in the house, so surely one person take. hmm that time during jiejie wedding, i should not rush back to camp hor? haha work so hard but only one result seen. but next year i might see more.
hmm what is urgent does not it is the most important.




HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!

when i am young, i always forget papa birthday, i will wish him on 20/8 or 21/8 then he will correct me. or i will ask jiejie, papa birthday is which date ar?
i remember i check his i/c once before to confirm the date. haha..
that time when jiejie clear papa room, she found a birthday card i wrote to daddy. he keep it. together with a certificate that i got.

papa, i always believe and know the greatest gift that I can give to you is to tell you the love of Jesus :)























jiejie holding papa.









































































papa,
me, mama, jiejie and bro in law are doing good. like what you say to jiejie and bro in law, need to ''xiang qin xiang ai''. ever since u went to be with our heavenly Father, mama seldom cook. unless she is in morning shift and jiejie is coming home for dinner. i realise you got more power in asking me not to eat maggie mee, haha. we miss you. mama cry easily nowadays, haha me and jiejie is shock. i got try, try to help mama in housework, and try not to increase the volume of my voice. i trying.

we talk about you very often eh, i also. even when we are watching olympics, we know you love to watch this kind of show. when we eat, we will think of you. i believe in our daily life, you are always in our mind. i love to talk to you even though sometime we laugh together for your poor english, but i also like that ar..

we are going to visit popo soon at malaysia, during my 2 weeks attachment break. last time when we go, you always can't go because you need to work. i think when we come back, jiejie will go back to her husband place and stay.. hmm okay i will make mama :) more then :(

me leh, going for attachment soon. i remember the first time when i told you i am going to hospital, you told me to '' hao hao zhuo'' to be a good nurse. and i will share with you the experience i had in the hospital...

i miss you. i miss the food you cook, and giving more meat, more egg, giving me the drumsticks and persuade me to eat tomato, ku gua, banana. i miss the very nice food you brought for me when you end work. i miss the time when we sing ''cha sa bao'' song together. when i say byebye to you and you say byebye to me and we give each other goodbye kiss. then when i come back i will ''PAPA'' and you will make a sound that acknowledge you heard me. i miss to cook porridge or guo tiao soup for you. i won't forget the times you show your love and care for me:) i miss the time that you call me and ask me why i haven come home. cooking for me late at night when you can. i know you don't like me to say ''wait'' when you call me, i got cut down liao. once mummy call me, i fly to her leh.

waking me early in the morning.
your ability to wake me up is number one! :D i rmb one time i supposed to wake up at 6am.
(i sleeping..)
mama: shan ar, wake up liao
(still sleeping)
mama: ur papa call u to wake up.
(heard but still sleeping..)
mama: SHAN AR..
(still sleeping)
papa: shan oi..
IMMEDIATELY jump out of my bed .
me: ORH, wake up liao.
cool hor.

when i am young, carry me to sleep from sofa to my bed. pouring water for me to drink because i din drink much. asking me to be guai guai.


when i am still using computer at midnight, you will ''shan, still dun want to sleep ar'' then i will ''okok, offing liao''. after awhile ''shan ar.......''
and the time we do exercise together at your bedside.. or dance together while hearing the radio.
discussing what we should buy at ntuc with the voucher uncle phua give us :)
and telling you how happy i am to receive the voucher from hospital so we can buy pampers.
the time when me, you and jiejie compare our height. and when jiejie say i fat, you will say ''no lah, where got'' :D and the time when you support me and let me go missions.
the time when we go see the tomato and amazed by how fast they grow, feeding the fish together and getting anxious when the small fish dun eat the food. and you always catch the little insects that fly into the house and throw them outside the window. i miss the time when we watch ''tian long ba pu'' together because nobody watch this kind of show. and when you watch some ancient show, you will explain to me the history. i enjoy the time when you make milo for me and you forget to put sugar. or when you cook maggie mee, and pretend you put the seasoning but in fact u din :)
and during o level combined science, giving me chicken essence to drink because i din sleep the whole night. i miss the time when i will write letter on the table to tell you i will be home late or i will eat dinner outside. and when you will call me before you start work to ensure i am home already and tell me you cooked dinner.


that day i went to the stall where we always buy fish soup for you.
we always buy fish soup, using water and only put fish, tofu and the noodle.
after a very long time, the aunty was like asking ''wah you so long din come, papa bu yao eat liao ar?''
hehe then when i order, i told her i want the normal one.
not the special order one.

and the many many years of hardwork you put to support the family.
on feb 19 2008,
''Today, i understand the feeling of seeing the one you love cry...'' I blog this.
that's when your tears flow down. thank you papa for supporting the family despite hardwork, rejection and even when you are sick, you need to work. and papa for always look out for me, putting me and jiejie first place.
i know you quit smoking because i got childhood asthsma.
i wish i can hug you like how i hug you when i am young, running to the door when you finish work. hugging you even when you are very smelly.
laughing together. i miss your smile. and the time when you don't object me and jieje eat kfc and when i eat biscuit and chocolate in front of you, you din scold me but ask me to drink more water and tell me coke is bad for health.
i miss the time when we do the ''twist'' sign to each other and when jiejie told me you did '' i love you'' sign to mummy.

so much so much more........

there are times when i am naughty and bu ting huo, when i make you sad and angry. and alot of thing i still haven tell you..
papa hao xiang ni ar... :D

my beautiful jiejie and mei li de mama.

爸爸 我爱你

:) again, you are in God's arms now, safe and no worries. joy and no sorrow. smile and no tears. healthy and no pain. a place where the love is real and everlasting. a place where nothing can destroy.
i believe in the promise when one person in the household is saved, the household will be saved. not by sight but by hearing the Word of God. not trust on the situation that i see now but on what God can do. I will put my faith not on what I see, what my feelings tell me, what i hear from others but on what the One above said and promised. God is never late. I believe that mama will also say ''wo xiang xin'' like how papa you did:)

posted by huanglishan @ 12:32 AM