thekingpromisedshan

aiyah if i would to post every single thing of my life, it will like never ending...

yah God always turn something bad to good, yeah?
today i almost destroy a person's life line.
and i almost drown myself with all the negative thoughts, those thoughts that i surrender to God and it came back.
for that 15 mins, my tear glands is shouting ''i want to come out'' and my legs is almost wanting to run away.
and thank God, i told Him how i feel.
like what i told fiona, those thoughts knock at the door of my heart.
i know i got to refused to let them in, they may enter for awhile, but i sweep them out of that door and shut it because i know i already lift it up to God.
the person's life line that i refer to is..
AVF. arteriovenous fistula is a access method where kidney patient use for dialysis.
and when they got that in either their right of left hand..
you cannot apply pressure on it..
esp taking of blood pressure.
if spoilt, the patient life line will be destroy.
and they need to go through another operation which cause a bomb and there is risk that they might be unable to insert.
and during this period, the patient will suffer alot.
yah so i almost make this mistake.


why should i worry and fret when I can cast all my anxiety on Christ who care for me (1Peter 5:7)
- twenty I cans.

yah sometimes when ppl say ''pray'' to my problem or when i say ''pray'' to ppl problems,
like very funny.
but recently i had been saying ''pray, pray, pray lor'' to myself alot of times.

:D jus now i mention God always turn something bad to good..
i am supposed to end work at 8.30pm.
for the past few days, normally don't have anything to do one, just wait for the time to come.
but today at 8pm, a staff nurse from infront cubicle call my friend to change diaper for her.
the staff nurse is from front cubicle and we are from back.
yah so may called me to help her.
:D

when we are at the patient bedside..
my friend: the 2 years one stand down there nothing to do.
why we are doing a year one job?


and then i realise the diaper is very very very very soak.
and everything need to be change including the bedsheet.
looking at patient condition, very tough eh.
okay main point is we stayed there for 45-50 mins.
hahaha
normally change diapers very fast one right..
but this case ar very tough eh.
first, patient very edema, then very hard to turn.
while cleaning the patient, a wound on the left abdomen is noted to be bleeding.
so after clearing up and make the patient comfortable, we change the dressing.
so we left around 9pm.
aiyah supposed to go bbhq, i told gladys i will fly down to meet her after i finish attachment.
end up cant.. so stayed at home for one night as mama also don't want me to go.
partly i guess cause nobody will be at home (before she knew jiejie is coming home).
yah yah.

i talk to my shepherd:D

posted by huanglishan @ 10:22 AM