thekingpromisedshan

note: wearing a white uniform, being a student doesnt make her free all the time.
being alone is not really good, cux i walk past somebody, they will ask me to do something.

i did a ecg, when the pt is from another cubicle that is far behind me.

i did the ecg despite doing 2 out of 3 ecgs earlier.
2 out of 3, cause the third patient shouted at me. :(
said a prayer before i approach the pt, the pt still shouted at me.

the two words ''thanks alot'' doesnt seems to make my day better or make me feel better.
so i look up to God, and tell God how tired and all the complains i have. i didn't at first, i called khoon yest to complain.
today, i told God first. other than the feedback, God will be the last.
and look to God and wonder why i am not in SGH, why chicken pox that two weeks, and not only i cant go malaysia, i need to be alone.
then i know God's plan is the best.
what He arrange is the best. and even though now i still can't really understand and behave like a little girl to Him throwing tantrums but i know His love for me is greater.
pastor once said when you ask God to let you be more patient, He will allow circumstances to teach you to be more patient.


and i know to thank God for is, what God told me when i got chicken pox and what bro johnathan reminded me about.
that i din have chicken pox when papa is still around, if not sis and mum can't cope with taking care of 2 sick person and i might pass it to papa and it will be worst.

and to thank God for my chicken pox is a mild one.




*connie faster come back from malaysia.
*seventh, faster meet up
*counting down to mum arrival back at home



could it be that God will use any vessel (weak, strong, broken, tainted) to accomplish His will?
-from an article-

posted by huanglishan @ 8:22 AM