Monday, July 28, 2008

i am crazy sometime, so i close the blog for awhile and open again :D hahaha.


haha just like my phone. went crazy last last friday. the night we had 2n3 gathering. i msg eugenia and khoon, they did replied but i din received. so i thought they din reply then i call them.. but i din suspect my phone spoilt lah:D
until gladys and nana ask me on fri why i din reply.
then i change sim card and use mehmeh phone.. and 32 new sms pop out. wooooooo.
then during gb, my phone drop again and i can start receiving sms. hahaha


:D thank God ar:D

judy's birthday. oh which is like so long ago. it's gonna be some time before we meet again.soohoon is going sentosa for attachment. likhoon is going POLY! :D YESYESYES!!



























hmm from the last post till now..


- celebrated judy birthday


- passed my nursing skill practical test. :D very funny ar, i know need to wear masks, but i din. i put it under the trolley. haha then kana scold by peter lim when he finish the practical.


peter lim is my teacher ar.. very funny eh. cause the previous time i failed. so he very worried. while i was doing, he was assessing another student at another room then he keep look over at the place where i am at...


and i passed:D


thank You, God! very nervous one.


- sushi. got class farewell, i supposed to make sushi. but end up i din go eh.. then i throw away the sushi and kana scolded by my mum.. haha my fault lah, but i dunnoe why i throw away eh. haha


- watch money no enough 2. watched with adeline, yunru, connie and siewling. hmm my plan is to watch again with mummy, jiejie and bro-in-law. but end up my mummy friend saw me at the cinema so my mummy found out i watched already. so she go watched with her friends. and ask jiejie to watch herself. haha i rmb ''huo yuan jia'' and 881 i watch two time.


one time with mummy, jiejie and bro-in-law and one more time with daddy and their working time is always different, i am always the free one:D and i dun need to pay 2 ticket money eh.
:D


i regret not going to watch ''Protege'' with daddy that time, even thought jiejie brought the dvd for him to watch at home and we watched together.
aiyah but i know daddy very sad that time when i say i not going to watch with him.
that time when got the movie which show jacky chan and jet li, and one more with liu de hua, wan to bring daddy to watch one but he cant mah..
then waiting for disc to come out.. then he dun wan watch liao.
money not enough 2 very touching :D i sat beside siewling, very dangerous one cause she cry easily. eh i thought is yunru that cry easily? hahah.


nursing science 5 exam on this friday.
:D as mention during cell group, do help me pray yah?
while i am studying, it comes again and each time i stop for awhile and get distracted. then i start over again.


haha.
nursing management on monday.
and mummy need to go do physiotherapy on mon. pray the time won't crash :D


i am waiting.. hana yori dango. liu xing hua yuan movie eh:D
4th Sep.
WOOHOO.
soohoon, do u watch? haha.
i think jiejie will watch with bro-in-law. connie watch with jiejie.
























wow. it's a long post.

To love conditionally is against God’s nature
- Max lucado.
because God love unconditionally.

When I say... "I am a Christian"

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin.
''I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven.

"When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

funny conversation:

me:`see doctor?
khoon: of coz, need mc leh.
me: oh you mc how many days?
khoon: 2 days. eh, don do anything hor.

HAHA. so funny. she know me man. hey i not so bad one okay. is just that you seldom off day
so when you finally have off day.. i will.... :D



Just let me say how much I love You
let me sing of Your glory and grace.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

friday is the day.
the day we took class photo for graduation. haha.































finally finish the ns5 presentation, the tuitorial room sound system really bad.
but thank God:D the video is not lag and able to edit some stuff. able to save in siewling thumbdrive. for the people He send to help us:D
thank you jiejie for lending me your laptop.
next week is skill practical le, this time dun have theory test so the practical weightage is quite alot. yao jia you!
He who walk with intergrity and works righteousness, speaks truth in his heart dwell in the presence of God - Psalms 15:1-2

Thursday, July 17, 2008

:D
happy birthday to me.
thanks to all who wished me especially this year i have people who is overseas saying happy birthday to me. haha.
joys is coming back in a few days time.

to the pokemon family, travellers' joy. thank you for the prima deli cake:D and the shirt. haha really cool man, we will wear on tuesday ar. the shirt really give me a shock.

to the seventh :D
thanks for the treat at khoon recommend place - secret recipe. hahahaha.
and the presentssssss. and for taking time out to meet me:D
and spending time with me till eleven plus when all of your got to wake up early for school and attachment tml. yeah. and of course la, donate money for gb :D 4/5 is ex gb girl eh.

to miss chiew and victor sir.
thank you eh:D for treating me to eat, buying the chain and the shirt and giving me the cd player. :DDD
thank you. xiexie.

to nana
i dare you - embrace life with passion book by joyce meyer and the birthday celebration.
:D


this is the first year that papa is not around on my birthday, normally he will cook a super delicious meal with all my favourite food or give me money.

daddy, i am 20years old le, i will work harder in my studies so that i can graduate with good results and can find a goob job at hospital and let mummy live a good life and support her.
''daddy, wait till i graduate from poly and start working as a nurse, then you can quit already'' - even though i can't fulfill this but daddy you are at a super good place now.
thank you for loving me and supporting me this 20 years of my life.
always giving me the best that you can, choosing to work and not give up because of the family.
i will study hard and not give up because you never give up.
i will study hard so as to give glory to our Father-in-heaven:D

yah and i will pray for mum's salvation and work on it.


and because my God is so great and so real, never will i stop.
My Saviour Lives.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

now using my sister laptop.
even thou the laptop i used also her's haha.
few months ago, the laptop wire actually spoilts, suddenly gt sparks, i think use too long haha so bro in law send his adapter.. cux they got same laptop before..
today spoilt again.
sister shake her hand and wonder how i take care her laptop.
hahahha.

i also dunnoe how, cux the cover of the laptop also loose already, cannot stand still one, either 180 flat or i find a very good 90degree point for it to stand..

so tml going to repair the wire. all my important documents like gb claim forms, prog, contacts, project, photos all inside. no adaptor cannot use eh.
and after solve finish the adaptor thing, i will send 'my' laptop to hospital also.
:D

i dunnoe how i am going to use sis laptop to do my drug project. :(

Monday, July 14, 2008

Deeper in love.

There is a longing only You can fill
A raging tempest only You can still
My soul is thirsty Lord to know You
As I�m known

Drink from the river that flows
Before Your throne

CHORUS
Take me deeper, deeper in love with You
Jesus hold me close in Your embrace
Take me deeper
Deeper than I�ve ever been before
I just want to love You more and more
How I long to be deeper in love

Sunrise to sunrise I will seek Your face
Drawn by the Spirit
To the promise of Your grace
My heart has found in You
A hope that will abide
Here in Your presence forever satisfied

Sunday, July 13, 2008

my brother-in-law brought this book - The 48 laws of Power by robert greene.
and i really wonder why he buy this book? hahaha cause very thick mah.

Law 22:
Use The Surrender Tactic: Transform Weakness Into Power
not a christian book, yah but surrendering is very important. surrender to God:D

Isaiah 40:29
29 He gives power to the weak, And to those who have no might He increases strength

yes, surrender to God. because i am weak, i don't know what to do. surrender to God, because i am weak. to-do-list is increasing yet the need to bring Jesus into the people lives, the people that God had place it around me and the need to interceede for the people who i really love. i have no strength, i surrender to You, God.
when i begin to surrender to God, God will strengthen me and turn it into power. power to overcome the temptations, power to overcome the discouragement, power to overcome the ''why so many things happening''., power to overcome the negative thoughts. power to stand firm when everything start hitting you hard.

i see the need to pray.
i see the need to build up my spiritual life.
i see the need to fast and pray.
i see the need to cry out for people's salvation.
i see the need to change, things in my life that is taking up too much of the time.

God, convict the people's heart that they may see the need.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

:)
today i woke up by my phone alarm clock eh!
cool man. and then i realise the alarm is so ''nan ting'', hmm it should be light of salvation, but don't know what happen.


Nurse
Function:
noun
Etymology:
Middle English norice, norce, nurse, from Anglo-French nurice, from Late Latin nutricia, from Latin, feminine of nutricius nourishing — more at nutritious
Date:
13th century
b: a woman who takes care of a young child : dry nurse
2: one that looks after, fosters, or advises
3: a person who cares for the sick or infirm; specifically : a licensed health-care professional who practices independently or is supervised by a physician, surgeon, or dentist and who is skilled in promoting and maintaining health — compare licensed practical nurse, registered nurse
-merriam's webster online dictionary

A nurse is responsible—along with other health care professionals—for the treatment, safety, and recovery of acutely or chronically ill or injured people, health maintenance of the healthy, and treatment of life-threatening emergencies in a wide range of health care settings. Nurses may also be involved in medical and nursing research and perform a wide range of non-clinical functions necessary to the delivery of health care. Nurses also provide care at birth and death.
-wikipedia :D


You know you're meant to be a nurse when you feel in the very depths of your being that nursing is the balm that will nourish your restless spirit. It is what you have to do in order to feel complete.
-national healthcare group.

"SNCF seeks to bring Jesus Christ to nurses and nursing, helping them to find meaning and purpose in their work, and to see their workplace as a mission field."
-singapore nursing christian fellowship

JCN strives to help nurses view nursing through the eyes of faith; its mission is to help nurses and nursing students practice nursing from a biblically-based, Christian perspective.
-journal of christian nursing.


Bringing the good news of Jesus Christ to nursing
Viewing nursing through the eyes of faith
Promoting a Christian worldview in nursing education and practice
-nurses christian fellowship.

:D
God, use me as a nurse to bring the love to the patient that i will meet.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Let the weak say: ‘I am strong.’ (Joel 3:10)

Jesus Christ is alive in me – I am made strong in Him!
- Reinhard Bonnke.

Amen:)

最爱 de drama:D

百看不厌, hehe.
first on the list, meteor garden.
liu xing hua yuan.
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HANA YORI DANGO. japanese version of meteor garden, i like too!
connie is my partner.
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SURGEON BONG DAL HEE! :)
feng da xi. very nice.. something similar to miao shou ren xin, but i think nicer and more real.
yunru, adeline, connie and siewling all watch long ago and say very nice..
at first din have interest, but after i start watching.. woohoo nice.
left cindy still not interested. haha.
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it started with a kiss. :D
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these are the fews which i don't mind to watch over and over again. hahaha.

:)
the blog is back!

woohoo.. after a long period of time.
including searching for blog skin, found one nice one end up cannot use. then continue searching and trying to figure out how to do certain stuff hahaha.
yah and after a long period of time, i am going to a update of things that happened haha :D

1) this is the picture taken during .. hmm haha forget wat occasion, dun think is new year cux this year we eat steamboat.














this is the last meal daddy cooked so ''feng fu''. cause he stop cooking after he was sick. being the chef of the ng family, he always cooked food that is worth at least 2 plate of rice.. of course not all the time, only special occasion. hahaha :D the crab in the picture is special, because i request to eat, he don't like to buy crab.. haha. this year, the table from 5 plate of rice is reduced to 4 plate. can't find the steamboat photo, even though dad din cook, he is teaching mum verbally how to cook the soup la, when to put the chicken bones and stuff.. haha :D being the cook of the family, he will cook food for me to eat when i return from work at night.. the best thing about dad cooking is less oil, less salt, less everything or sometimes even nothing. yet taste super nice one. super healthy:D and sometime he will put some funny food like tomato, ginger, dong gua, ku gua and want me to eat. i will negotiate with him, hehe and eat abit only. really, cherish your papa, mama, siblings. for me is jiejie.
the chef of the family, the one that can stop me and my mum from ''talking loudly to each other'', who cook for me to eat after i came back to work at 11pm before he fall sick, who give me $ when i run out of $ given by mum, who always ask me not to eat maggie mee, who love me as who i am, and like to pinch my chubby face.
okay that's about daddy:D
who i deeply missed.
who is home with the Lord now. safe, secure and no more pain & tears.


2) Really wan to thank those who are being there for me.

my school the peng you, always helping me in school work, reminding me of assignment and telling me what to do and waking this SNORLAX up(anyway, i realise we din have a group photo yet, better have one soooonn.) haha and for uncle phua, bro johnathan who really spend alot of time with my daddy till he trust them and say they are good friends. for helping in my family stuff and blessing the family. yah and buy ointment for my parents to apply, bring my father back from hospice.. wanna thank regina parents and uncle dorsan(sp?) who came and visit my dad, they spend one night just visiting my dad. doctor peck for his concern for my family and dad's salvation. bringing pastor gilbert to my house to sing song and share to my dad.. giving me 2 hokkien worship cd and book, which my mum read occasionally and say listening to the song and reading the lyrics will let feel peaceful.

miss chiew and victor sir:) hmm alot eh, buying food foy my family, come and visit my dad, send me here and there, the asking me''how am i doing'', job, advice, deliver the air mattress back to the hospice, treating me eat.. alot ar:)



3) next mum is at westmall swensens working already.
quite tough for her ba, different environment and more jobs to do.
she said she want this song that is playing on my blog in her handphone. wahahahah



4) jiening birthday. we went to mind's cafe, a place recommend by khoon. not bad, but din catch up much leh. well my ''da shou'' is coming WAHAHAHA.

upload more photos next time.

















4) NUH!
national unversity hospital is the hospital that i am going to go for my 6 months attachment. i always go to SGH for attachment, pray that will be able to get used to the environment as fast as i can and can really learn alot.
to thank God, cause is nearer. even if, if there's a need to take cab in the morning, it will be cheaper and will not be so late.. hahaha :)
thank God, can reach home earlier. haha even thou when i know i going nuh, i complain till cannot stop.

5) SNORLAX
Snorlax (カビゴン, Kabigon?) is a gigantic Pokémon with a huge body somewhat in the shape of a bear. Snorlax has been said to weigh over 1/2 of a ton on the Pokémon cards. and a face with pointed ears that resemble a cat. It has a large off white colored belly, with the rest of its skin being either dark or bright blue. Snorlax is a very lazy creature which sleeps almost constantly; one of the few reason it will wake up is to eat. Having an enormous appetite, it will devour almost anything, even moldy and rotten food. The digestive juices in Snorlax's stomach can dissolve any kind of poison. Snorlax usually appears to be in a deep slumber, and can only be woken at will or by the Poké-Flute. It is such a docile Pokémon that children use its large, expansive belly to jump on like a trampoline. They make their home in grassy areas and mountains. Snorlax has the ability to somehow greatly speed up the growth of vegetation in areas it has fed upon to the point that it regrows in minutes. This prevents other inhabitants of the area from starving after the Snorlax has fed. Despite their lazy nature, they have tremendous physical strength. Although not quickly annoyed, they can be very dangerous when angered.

Their main role in the games has been as a roadblock. They are usually woken by a Poké-Flute or they wake up and move on their own according to the plot. In the anime, they play various supporting roles in certain episodes, and Ash Ketchum captures one in the Orange Islands. He uses it sporadically, mostly opting to use other Pokémon due to it constantly sleeping. Snorlax later meets and gets to be friends with May's younger Munchlax.




this is snorlax, yunru and connie say don't scold them when i see this photo cause very big mah.. won't lah, i like this poke mon eh, i even have the keychain when i am young, i still keep it till last week i threw all away when i tidy my room. hahaha :D
adeline, i think i need a POKE-FLUTE too. hahaha




6) Baptism.
I was baptized already.
7) peiru is a PBB now :D
8) i dunnoe when is the last time i blog. haha my sister is married already, early hor. young sia :D i can't wait till i become aunt and use all my nursing skills i learn on the baby hahaha :D
9) research project. talk abit about this:D
my project required me and my group to go knocking at the houses selected and do interview. if accept, good lor. if reject, WAH no good. if not at home, even worst. haha i guess. anyway had a great time together with them. adeline is my partner eh, yah we prayed before we do. yunru they all also. we prayed and God always helped us to get alot that day.
one example is, yunru knock on this person door, trying for very long nobody opened. she wanted to leave already, prayed a prayer. she turned away wanting to leave, then the person open the door and accept eh. :D
yeah. i enjoy the time spend together. esp. ''asking why connie is late.'' hahah. :D
I love You Lord
I love You Lord, greater than anything.
I love You Lord, more than my heart could sing..
I love You Lord, more than i love myself..
I love You Lord..
I love You Lord..