i took 2 case today :D and thank God i manage to tranfer a case to another ward today! really great experience! and my staff nurse is really nice:D
thank God. cause everytime the transfer will delay for quite some time because there is no available bed. got ppl wait 2 days ar.. my one is fast :D
my staff nurse is guiding me and my another friend, so busy that she din go break. at least i still get to eat something :D
sometime i wonder why, and if i say to another person and it will be like gossip. and is no good!
and if i don't say out, i don't feel good.
yah so again, to no one else but the One that know me best, inside out.
and i really can't stand those very very bad words coming out from ppl mouth, i used to do it too when i am sec 1/2. my dear Heavenly Father changed me.
ward 20 is good because is only at 2nd level, and the lift only up to 2nd level. so no need to wait for very long. but you need to press the ''bell'' and wait for someone to open.
:D
TWO
as i said before, shan yi dian bao yuan, duo yi dian gan xie.
there is too much words that can't out from my mouth that is not encouraging. might be killing other ppl and myself.
work on.
THREE there's a award that mean alot to me; we might be able to substain it despite doing slightly lesser compared to last yr.
God's grace. :D like the competition.. i will update when it's time :D
FOUR yesterday we went for a E-IMR training. IMR is where all the medication order are made. like the doctor will write what meds to giv. E-IMR means electronic one, is inside computer:D so yest we went, at first was still complaing to connie. cause is 2 and the half hour eh. at the end, a student from NUS came to do a survey. and say will pay us $10 eh. haha is a research project. like the one i did(rmb yunru?) if we agree and do the survey, will give us ten dollar. yah even though we are just student nurses, but still can participate :D and yay.
FIVE mum had MC for 6/7. six days eh. and tml she is going back to work.
FFT 1. the hardest thing for a inconsistent person is to become consistent. (after khoon talk to me) haha.
FFT 2. Proverbs 19:20-21 20 Listen to advice and accept instruction, and in the end you will be wise. 21 Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the LORD's purpose that prevails.
daddy hugging the mickey mouse pillow that i brought :D the bed that you lie on is no longer around, the room is empty now. except the leftover medicine that you used to take, pain relief cream that you used to apply, the cupboard that keep your stuff, and some stuff that sis clear.
today in ICU, quite free. only got 2 patient eh. but i did learn something :D and i believe i will learn alot. which other ppl might not really focus on it, like focusing on ABG, ECG, chest tube, those emergency drugs.
yah staff there are quite nice yeah, ward sister is quite motherly like that. haha :D but she keep saying we are going to stay for 2 weeks only when we said we will stay till next yr for a number of times haha.
anyway, the envt very good. very clean and not messy. things are found easily. :D anyway, our lecturer incharge is kylie, a very good lecturer. but yah mus do alot of homework :D
today quite stress, stress with un-necessary stuff. yah. so took abit of time to know that spending time to worry about it is actually wasting my time. before i prayed and told God.
ONE There is this song by liu de hua and chen hui lin. part of the lyrics is like that..
我想我不夠愛你 我不曾忘了自己 沒那麼全心投入 所以會一敗塗地
yah, i feel now. towards my Saviour.
Matt 22:37 37Jesus replied: " 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.'[a]
Gal 2:20 20I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.
to love You Lord, with all my heart, my soul and mind. my every single thought, my attitude, the words that i allow to come out of my mouth need to bring a smile unto Your face. every action, every thing that You place in my hands.
die to self everyday. and surrender myself to You.
:D heh. today i am not just busy, but FRUITFUL. for the past few days, i am just busy but not really fruitful.
random. 1. uncle phua and bro johnathan brought mum and sis out for dinner. sis anna and alicia went. i supposed to go but i change my shift. yah so din went. the positive comment i give thanks :D the negative ones, i won't ignore even thou there is this small part of my heart want to get away and don't hear about it. but i lift up to God. because i believe the Father will draw. :D
2. khoon brought me a stethoscope.
3. i need to do case study even though i replace my attachment. and i am alone in the ward. i don't quite understand why but never mind, can learn also :D
4. covenant signed :D
5. during the briefing for prcp, means my next 14 weeks attachment, they say their aim is we can take care of 4-6patients by dunno how many weeks.
today i checked, the ward i am going only have 7 patients :D haha so the most we have is 2-3. since 2 student in one shift.
6. everyday i go to ward 55, ppl look at me and ''still haven finish ar'' and i repeat myself, and they went ''oh ya, chickenpox..''
7. i need to buy pens, all my black pen run out of ink at the same time. haha. oh yah my long ruler that cost $0.50 spoilt today when i drop it on the floor.
i drop 2 medicine on the floor, alcohol swab that is in my hand and the ruler. sn: you ar, why keep dropping.
8. i feel like drawing now.
this song, i sang to this someone who really mean alot to me one or two years back.
there are people who came to know of the greatest Love, like i do.
there are people who left this Love for other stuff like i once did.
when i am sec one, i left this Love for half a year because i look at 'ME'.
''I want to be in this caregroup''
''I don't want this''
''I don't feel comfortable''
that half a year, i forget the Love that brought me out of sin and saved me from eternal death.
note: wearing a white uniform, being a student doesnt make her free all the time. being alone is not really good, cux i walk past somebody, they will ask me to do something.
i did a ecg, when the pt is from another cubicle that is far behind me.
i did the ecg despite doing 2 out of 3 ecgs earlier. 2 out of 3, cause the third patient shouted at me. :( said a prayer before i approach the pt, the pt still shouted at me.
the two words ''thanks alot'' doesnt seems to make my day better or make me feel better. so i look up to God, and tell God how tired and all the complains i have. i didn't at first, i called khoon yest to complain. today, i told God first. other than the feedback, God will be the last. and look to God and wonder why i am not in SGH, why chicken pox that two weeks, and not only i cant go malaysia, i need to be alone. then i know God's plan is the best. what He arrange is the best. and even though now i still can't really understand and behave like a little girl to Him throwing tantrums but i know His love for me is greater. pastor once said when you ask God to let you be more patient, He will allow circumstances to teach you to be more patient.
and i know to thank God for is, what God told me when i got chicken pox and what bro johnathan reminded me about. that i din have chicken pox when papa is still around, if not sis and mum can't cope with taking care of 2 sick person and i might pass it to papa and it will be worst.
and to thank God for my chicken pox is a mild one.
*connie faster come back from malaysia. *seventh, faster meet up *counting down to mum arrival back at home
could it be that God will use any vessel (weak, strong, broken, tainted) to accomplish His will? -from an article-
yeah. mummy is not at home for one night already. yesterday was abit challenging for me. haha you know the door, got 2 lock one. normally i lock one. yesterday was too paranoid, so i lock 2. haha. :D and this morning, the lock is too tight cux we seldom lock and i spend like abit of time trying to unlock the lock. yah thank you connie for giving me morning call:D
so mum, sis, bro in law went to malaysia.. hmm my mum left alot of thing for me at home.
1. money. 2. xiao bai chai, ham, egg, extra can of milo, hup seng biscuit, bak gua, and white bread:D 3. NOTE. one is on the broadband thingy and one on my water heater in the bathroom. both write, remember to switch off the electricity! wah, haha i din notice until i came back home yest, after sending them. and mum said to me 5 times this sentence ''don't on the gas hor, and rememeber to lock the door, if anyone knock, don't answer''
my food menu. Fri lunch: duck rice at NUH fri dinner: maggie mee by myojo. with ham and egg. Sat lunch: hmm.. Sat dinner: catering from church :D Sun lunch: should be outside since we are going to the health screening Sun Dinner: hmm it is either maggie mee at home before i go work or eat during work. Mon Lunch: hmm most likely maggie mee again, since i pm shift. Mon Dinner: NUh food. Tues Lunch: eh, maggie mee again? cux normally mum is around then i will go buy. one person eat, lazy to buy eh.. Tues Dinner: NUH food. Wed Lunch: NUH food Wed Dinner: :D see what mum wan to eat cux she is back already!!
:D maybe i can try to replace porridge over maggie mee. no need to on the gas.
work at nuh is quite busy, i forget alot of stuff, ppl's birthday and things to do. but this week, i start to take more case and learnt alot. :D so my teacher conclude that i am playful and need to be more serious and graded me B+ haha.
i have two more weeks at 55 then is ICU. thank God eh. all my weekends are free :D because there is no weekend and night shift for ICU ppl. yay.
