aiyah,
sometimes it get pretty frustrated when things don't happen
or when you expect something and it don't happen.
and sometime that happen to me.
might be somebody expect something from me and it don't happen.
really, it is more blessed to give than to receive:D
remember, in purpose driven life, it taught about the best thing to show love is time.
T.I.M.E.
attachment,
today is the first day that i ate my dinner so late!
normally break is at 4-5pm or 5-6pm.
i went with my the other friend at 6.40pm like that and we eat within 15 mins.
and thank God! i saw my the other friend going down to buy food, so ask her to buy for me and another friend. haha..
i am going back to ward 55 next week, perhaps going to NUH and coming back will be better. cause less student so there will be more seats for me to sit.
:D
:D i am excited to go icu with connie. to support one another, even though we might be in different shift or cubicle.
man look at the outer, God look at the inner.
God look at the heart.
today is monday.
tml is tuesday.
then is wednesday, the day i am looking forward.
then thursday, :(
mum, sis and bro-in-law going malaysia.
:( yah they will be away for around a week eh
i had already plan out my meals :D hahahahahaha.
there's prcp ''tour'' on thursday and the roster will be out, yay!
there's nothing to hide, cause You know it all.
Products removed from shelves by 7-11.
-Youcan temptation cup ice cream
-Youcan passion strawberry yoghurt ice cream
-You can black sesame sensation ice cream
-Mini Cornetto Cone/Mint & Tiramisu
-Moo sandwich
-Magnum mini multipack
-Mini poppers vanilla
-Mni poppers chocolate
-Wall all natural mango
-Umakabo chocolate
-dutch lady milk products
-monmilk milk products
-oreo wafer sticks-nabisco in a biskit chicken
-want want take one
-baby bites
-dove hazelnut almond and rasin chocolate
-dove hazelnut and chocolate
-dove milk chocolate
-m&m chocolate plain-m&m chocolate peanut
-mentos yoghurt bottle
-snicers peanut
-passion chocolates.
flash in the newspaper.
sister show me this..
me; HUH mum just brought the oreo wafer sticks
sis: YAH LOR (run up to mum). ma, cannot eat eh.
mum: yah lor, i buy in the morning, then at night tv show cannot eat.
then i ask your come see issit anot, nobody come.
sis: throw away ar
me: dun wan la, $5plus leh.
mum: fang, u eat how many liao?
sis: one.
mum: meimei, cannot eat liao hor!
:D
this is CONNIE AND LISHAN:D
we are partners for PRCP!
yeah:D thank God!
64 students posted in NUH. the chances is like 1/64.
haha and we got in the same WARD! WOOHOOOO.
we are posted to ICU.
and together eh!
even though we might not be the same shift, and when i go OT/A&E or when she go OT/A&E we might be alone, but :D
at least for 2 months we are in the same ward!
ICU eh.
good is good.
but there's alot of fear.
- mum scald her hand, and she got 3 days MC and 1 off day.
- the nurse i have today is nice :D even though strict, but i learnt alot.
actually i know that when pt take painkiller, doctor will prescribed medicine to protect the gastric but when she ask me, i cannot answer sia.
haha
- i miss the seventh alot.
- God is my strength.
- there's alot of thing on my mind.
and it need to be out, and become action.
- one more time, God is my strength.
- my leg aching is getting better :D maybe long time din stand long hours, stand awhile then cannot already. but now better already :D
off. do medicine homework.
:D
:D
the blogskin is okay already, so i switch back to this.
1. Attachment at NUH.
it had been quite busy and tiring at a surgical ward.
and my legs is getting from bad to worse. even after changing the shoe.
haha. but i am too busy to care about my leg.
was quite fun because got a patient teach me malay.
she know i can't communicate with her, so when she understand what i am talking in english, she will like tell me in malay.
haha.
next is the complaining mouth of mine got to stop man.
complain too much ar especially when other's also.
to thank God :D
last time when i got to know i am posted to NUH, i really like complain.. and don't like it.
but somehow i feel i shldn't appeal to change to SGH..
yah so i din.
considering that NUH is nearer..
and i was told that during our prcp, means the 14 weeks of attachment, we are going to get paid for $15 per day:D
only NUH got eh!
WOW
haha.
this is enough to make me rejoice and not to think about the 2 weeks that i am going to replace without being paid.
yay.
and thank God on thurs night, i went to study about tracheostomy dressing and suctioning cause i did on friday. like suddenly the nurse ask me do then i do :D
and i am still getting used to the environment..
like adapt too slow eh. yah but slowly ar..
that day thank God again that i found the tongue depressor very fast..
you know sometime is very stress when the doctor ask you to get something and you don't know where to get..
and you need to ask alot of ppl before you get it..
doctor: staff nurse, can u get me tongue depressor.
staff nurse: (look at me) help me get, can?
me: (nodnod) where ar?
staff nurse: clean-u
me: (very big eh, where ar) (went in and praying while i am walking towards the clean-u)
(search high and low)
then suddenly the doctor came in..
doctor: can find?
me: (how ar?) THEN i saw the tongue depressor.
like very fast ar.
me: YES! how many you want?
:D
2. HOME :D
my sis officially can go back to her husband place..
so if she din come back, will left me and my mum.
so i tend to sleep very early..
cause mum sleep very early..
then left me alone.
so i will tend to sleep very early too.
i will keep this blog alive, if this blog is switch to private means either i am crazy for awhile or it needs to be repair.
and it will be out again :D
aiyah if i would to post every single thing of my life, it will like never ending...
yah God always turn something bad to good, yeah?
today i almost destroy a person's life line.
and i almost drown myself with all the negative thoughts, those thoughts that i surrender to God and it came back.
for that 15 mins, my tear glands is shouting ''i want to come out'' and my legs is almost wanting to run away.
and thank God, i told Him how i feel.
like what i told fiona, those thoughts knock at the door of my heart.
i know i got to refused to let them in, they may enter for awhile, but i sweep them out of that door and shut it because i know i already lift it up to God.
the person's life line that i refer to is..
AVF. arteriovenous fistula is a access method where kidney patient use for dialysis.
and when they got that in either their right of left hand..
you cannot apply pressure on it..
esp taking of blood pressure.
if spoilt, the patient life line will be destroy.
and they need to go through another operation which cause a bomb and there is risk that they might be unable to insert.
and during this period, the patient will suffer alot.
yah so i almost make this mistake.
why should i worry and fret when I can cast all my anxiety on Christ who care for me (1Peter 5:7)
- twenty I cans.
yah sometimes when ppl say ''pray'' to my problem or when i say ''pray'' to ppl problems,
like very funny.
but recently i had been saying ''pray, pray, pray lor'' to myself alot of times.
:D jus now i mention God always turn something bad to good..
i am supposed to end work at 8.30pm.
for the past few days, normally don't have anything to do one, just wait for the time to come.
but today at 8pm, a staff nurse from infront cubicle call my friend to change diaper for her.
the staff nurse is from front cubicle and we are from back.
yah so may called me to help her.
:D
when we are at the patient bedside..
my friend: the 2 years one stand down there nothing to do.
why we are doing a year one job?
and then i realise the diaper is very very very very soak.
and everything need to be change including the bedsheet.
looking at patient condition, very tough eh.
okay main point is we stayed there for 45-50 mins.
hahaha
normally change diapers very fast one right..
but this case ar very tough eh.
first, patient very edema, then very hard to turn.
while cleaning the patient, a wound on the left abdomen is noted to be bleeding.
so after clearing up and make the patient comfortable, we change the dressing.
so we left around 9pm.
aiyah supposed to go bbhq, i told gladys i will fly down to meet her after i finish attachment.
end up cant.. so stayed at home for one night as mama also don't want me to go.
partly i guess cause nobody will be at home (before she knew jiejie is coming home).
yah yah.
i talk to my shepherd:D
something wrong with the skin, too tired to do.
next time free then make changes :D
tired.
haha maybe after i recover from chicken pox, my body now very easy then will tired.
i need alot of hours to sleep.
just 7am-3pm shift, i already very tired.
yah and dunnoe is not used, or the shoe problem, my leg pain sia.
and today miss tina just tell me i will get $50 of allowance only.
other ppl get $150 because they work for 3 weeks.
i also will work for 3 weeks but $50.
because 2 weeks i take MC, the time i replace got no money, is free labour. and i very very very sad eh.
haha. we got six weeks, ppl got $300. i only got $200 :(
and the process time take 2 months like tht.
that time we do a small spring cleaning, jie clear up the computer and the computer table is in my room now ma.. cause the printer spoilt already so she throw away.. then i thought when i get my first 3weeks allowance i can buy printer using my own $.
haha never mind, no urgent need.
funny one eh.
SGH, if take MC still got allowance to take eh.
then when..
me: huh why like that
tina: who ask you want to take MC.
me: HUH? i also don't want chicken pox :( can dont take MC meh.
tina: no choice. somemore u cannot don't replace.
but aiyah there is always something good God can make out of it :D
got alot of thing to do eh, i can only do things that don't need to use brain alot one. haha.
yah:D
thank God, for the very nice staff nurse i have.
and even though i still adapting, i have got ppl that i can approach:D
like a simple off plug, i must ask alot of question. and it took me 5 mins to find where is normal saline.
today i learn alot of thing :D
and God had been opening up my eyes and heart.
for example,
yest got a patient want to call the family and is like making alot of noise, and as what i heard, she is like that one.. always make big fuss..
what ppl see at first sight is she always like that, very irritating.
yah is irritating and like troublesome, but i think the impt thing is WHY?
why she react this way?
yah today ward got 1 case is must take special note and give special attention one.
cause i got nothing to do, so help my friend transfer this patient to somewhere.. then during the process, the patient keep ask us to cover him with blanklet..
yah must be very patient to keep telling him that we already cover him welll..
but impt is why he ask?
why he feel this way?
could it be insecure? he is afraid of what ppl might look at him?
yah so when we left him 1 side to wait for the dept nurse to take over, i ask him not to worry, just rest and later we will fetch him back.
and he ask me again to cover him.
:D sometimes the patient behaviour might be very very irritating, or give you alot of troublesome.. but what matters to me is why this patient react this way?
last time i got patient suddenly doesnt want to eat, take medication, will throw away food. this is irritating.. and like you are so busy yet she dont want to cooperate..
but reason: her children had not been visiting her, she want to get the children attention..
yah.
yah..
is still not easy but with God provided strength and courage, I CAN DO IT:)
phil 4:13.
and i really feel leh, when you get older, your tear glands will activate easily..
yah.
TODAY i watch HANA YORI DANGO!! the movie with connie :D may join us last min.
and i really enjoy myself watching a movie with student price :D but very tired during movie, that got one time connie ask me whether i am sleeping. hahaha.
:D end.
ARGH! :D GOD, hai hao you ni zai wo de sheng pang..
last friday is my first day stepping out of the house :D
and early in the morning, something stupid happen..
haha after seeing doctor and going to ntuc, i make my way to the interchange to take bus to bbss.
while walking, i saw bus 77 coming so i ran..
half way i realise i haven buy bus concession, then i look at my wallet then coins only got 70cents aiyah so cannot board the bus.
went to buy the bus concession..
then queue up for bus 173..
while q-ing, i take a look at the receipt then i realise the bus concession will start on 7 Sep which is sun..
then i wonder why leh. so i thought i buy wrong..
then i cant get out of the queue because alot of people and i can't climb out of the hole..
haha so i waited.
then when the bus driver came, everybody walk in the same direction to board the bus except me.. haha
went to top up $10.
then waited again for bus 77.
then when i board the bus, i realise my bus concession actually haven expire. that's why my new one will start on 7 Sep, not i buy wrong.
so i wasted time waiting for bus..
went for drill :D
and i really thank God there is likhoon and yuityeng around.
:D then i went to meet choon yan and christine.
then i find out jaslyn, fiona, lilin, choonyan and christine dunnoe what is
CULT.
aiyoh hahaha. they ask me and expect me dunnoe also but i know :D
SAT!
cell outing! aiyah forget to take picture.
:D even though is impromtu but i enjoy myself alot!!
at first i am thinking should i buy 2 bottle of water, after thinking for very long i decide to buy, thank God! just nice to play game:)
the handball game ar.. very tiring. old liao, run abit then very tired.
:D
and i realise weiliang is very very good at playing these kind of games eh.
yeah and yuchen despite her knee injuries play her best.
( i see alot of different things during the games)
and then i went to the swimming complex toilet for the very first time, haha.
then Sun.
is daddy 100 day so my family went to temple.
as my mum is climbing up the stair and struggling haha.
jie: next time we build a escalator (sp?)
mum: dun wan la, one year use one time only. even though is good.
and today is
MONDAY! my first day in the ward!
963 really got no space to sit eh!
even though is nearer then SGH but if i take bus to SGH, got seat.
haha and morning really very very crowded.
yah so everybody ask me about chicken pox..
still getting familiar with how the ward work.. so din do much today.
i don't look like a year 3 student. haha
and because i din wear my nursing shoe for a very long time, my leg is like shouting ''pain ar pain ar'' after 11am..
the nurses that i met so far are really nice :D
and this time i am in male cubicle eh!
first time in my whole 3 year posting.
today i talk to this grandpa, he is not in my cubicle but i was walking around and he call me.
the way he read newspaper is very cute..
then we begin to talk and can see how joyful he is when he talk about himself and the family.
okay the main point here, the most impt job i did today is talk to patient :D
wanted to administer antibiotic, for 3 time eh, kana cheated.
first time is the medication is with me, because the bed number is wrong so i took some time to find the patient record (IMR) then end up the staff nurse give already.
second time is the label they write wrongly, so become the patient already discharge so no need to adminster.
third time is the patient went for ultrasound when is time to give the med.
and is confirmed, the two weeks i will be alone, the only student in the ward. JIAYOU!.
my house is undergoing a small spring cleaning period because my mum and sis is clearing stuff that is in papa room..
so the big table that put my computer is now in my room. previously is at the living room.
so now i have a BIG table :D
so as i clear my stuff again, i see alot of photos and encouragement cards and letters.
one day i will post it up when i find the scanner software.
yah :D
got the photos when we are all GB girls.
take me to that place where i can see You face to face..all i long.
test memory.
list down the name who you can dial their number without the help of phonebook.
1. likhoon
2. joys
3. eugenia
4. soohoon
5. nana
6. meiyee
7. yuting
8. jiejie
9. jurong point swensens - mum used to work there, oh i cant remember mum handphone number eh, die.
10. jiening
11. house phone
12. lighthouse clinic
13. jinzuan
14. miss chiew
15. lydia
16. xueli
17. yuityeng - her old number :( 18. someone who i dunnoe can count as primary school friend anot. 19. xiaoshi
20. yvonne
21. cecilia.
wow i think quite alot eh, but handphone ar handphone, if u disappear one day and i din take down the phone number, i can't survive. maybe last time rowl is not big, so i can remember their number.
blog that i can just type out,
1. princesskhoon.blogspot
2. peppersugarsalt.blogspot
3. precious-genia.blogspot
4. my-memorylane.blogspot
5. love-foolsophy.blogspot
6. jesus-callmedeeper.blogspot
7. axtecosphere.blogspot
8. kairosimpactingforchrist.blogspot
9. jieningzgirl.blogspot
10. antaresii.blogspot
11. regina-lim.blogspot.com
12. one-same-sky.blogspot
13. shuwan-justathought.blogspot
gladys, ying and munkidd blog - used to remember one ar, but abit hard eh now.
the rest leh, i will use the links. old liao, memory not good.
haha
birthday leh?
1. mama
2. papa
3. jiejie
4. likhoon
5. meiyee, alvin (three days apart)
6. eugenia
7. soohoon
8. jiening
9. judy
10. grace
11. joys
12. yuityeng
13. primary school friend
14. adeline
15. shenglong
16. miss chiew
17. lydia
the rest need the help of the birthday list..
cannot remember whose birthday fall on 5 Nov - is edna or jeneen?
email?
1. miss tay
2. likhoon
3. vivian
4. siewling
5. joys
6. nana
7. soohoon
8. meiyee
9. eugenia
10. judy
11. jiening
12. jiejie
13. GB hq, haha
14. peiru
exam results will be out on 15 Sep 9am onwards.
i work 8-4pm shift that day..
yah nervous sia.
really thank God.
thank You God, that
i am recovering very very fast..
jiejie told me bro-in-law chicken pox is grow all over the face and body and is very very bad.
and his parents dunnoe cook what kind of stuff for him to eat and drink, he recover faster so mum begin to do all that.
i think my case can consider very minor already.
yah and i really enjoy myself at home, haha.
i almost had heart attack when i found my stack of badgework notes and some paper stuff at the recycling corner few days ago. my family recycling corner is somewhere near the TV. yah, i guess my mum put all the paper there, any paper that is lying on the floor. then jie was asking me ''you don't want liao ar?''
then i realise is my notes.. haha.
and thank God, that i found out before mum recycled all those paper. :D
thank You God,
that i remembered 2nd Sep is the dateline to submit the number on contingents you are sending.. and i did :D i almost forget leh.
thank You God,
that i remember to eat the rice that mum cooked for me.
few weeks ago, i forget to eat the porridge that mum cooked for me.......
thank You God,
that sis brought dinner for me tonight. :D got nothing that i can cook at home.
haha. like out of 10 time i ask whether she is coming home early, she will say yes for 3 times. haha
and i am going to send my phone to hospital, if i don't reply your sms, there is a high risk that i did not receive. cause my phone is abit crazy now. yah like i just receive mdm siewee sms which is sent at 6.40pm and khoon sms also.
and i din receive christine sms.
these are tomatoes ... :P
I am determined to finish the race with faith and looking forward to that crown. :)
6 more days and i will go ward 55:D
have one more week there.. before i go ward 41. then go back ward 55 during my 2 weeks holidays to replace back.
and really thank God, monday is pm shift eh. good :D first day is afternoon, no need to be scare i will be late..
and i think afternoon can learn more.
:D
